IDENTITY“`tanka

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I was born
with two strikes
against me
Asian and…
my mother didn’t like me

I wanted
to be golden
wear a curly
blonde crown of
 Shirley Temple locks

Into my teens
I streamed, oye
orale pues orale pues
I poemed my story
right on write on

Blackness
became my call
I danced the moves
wore the hats
and sang off key

Now at 73
a hybrid a tribrid a unitard
something in between
a floating world
I was, will be, I am

genie Nakano,
10.15.21


meditation meltdown~~revised

Sky
you’ve been holding on
too long
pour it on
my droughtful mind.
Picking, poking
on myself
I’m alright
and so is he
I’m not a Buddha yet.
There’s more
to come out
of this cage
the Zebra goes first
then others follow
some crawl, some swim,
some even fly

Melting down
the yellow chakra
I care less and less
for what’s
out there
Just want to touch
those states of bliss
let them drip
through my fingers
then move on to…

Where
I don’t know
sitting on
right now
breathing
in and out
inner
smile
smiles
drop the jaw
lift the chin
catch me
as I
circle the sun
Iridescence
free falls

Revised poem: November 14, 2021

Genie Nakano


armor ~~haiku





Melting the armor
off my shoulders…
meditation

Genie Nakano, November 8, 2021

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there are days like this…tanka series

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there are days like this…

the weather
has changed to misty grey
summer
held in check and global heat
is swept under cover

that is…
until the fires sweep again
strange things
happening to our air, waters, soil
stirring doubts at tea parties

why bear children
in a world that won’t
be around
much longer
so the prophets claim

I still have hope
I guess–maybe–who cares
let the future
take care of itself
I’m retired

sirens blow
every hour day and night
heart attack
robbery murder rape
play it louder–I’m deaf

waiting
for the aliens to come down
and teach us
show us humans
how to live another way

Genie Nakano, Sept. 5, 2018


Orale Pues~~Tanka

born in ELA barrios
I live in a world of dualities
in my tight skirt and sweater
I can cha cha 'n hully gully down
but I don't know who I am

I peroxide my black hair red
rat it high, rat it high
pierce my ears with catholic cross
orale pues-sansei
Buddha- head become a wannabe chola

homeroom teacher
sends me to the back of the room
my hair is too high to see over
she calls me a disgrace
oye, better to nap in the back

back eyeliner, jade green shadow
I look older now don't I 
times going to slow
I want to get out of here
I am Maria of Westside Story

in my purple skirt
I twirl with amateur grace
round and round
and then again ...
suddenly a balance

that's it for me
dance sets me free
forget those guys,
those blackened eyes
catch me in the rye

while legs grow strong
my spine becomes a willow
time moves in rhythm
and everything makes sense
the world becomes a dance

keep on is all I say
you call me a show-off now 
I don't care - 'cause I feel good
and don't you wish you had my legs
orales pues, write on, right on

Obsession — Daughter of the Moon

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my daughter
the old man said
you are pale
and need more yang
earth between your toes

Obsessed, Daughter stays in her room. She opens the windows and stares out at the sky. Her black hair streaked by moonlight, glistens. Her skin casts an ephemeral blue. Chanting deep into the night, her eyes grow dark and somber.

in a never ending
stream of consciousness
she tries
to grab
the winter moon

She chants for days and nights, breath upon breath, whispers in the air. Is this a dream—that soon will end with the melting snow. No, it’s too late.  Her hair becomes midnight, her face radiant.  She can’t be stopped. Father must let her go.

Out from the window she ascends making the legend come true. The young daughter twirling in moonlight—spiraling on mist—grabs a slice of enlightenment and never comes back again.

          The finger pointing at the moon is not the moon.

Genie Nakano,
September 14, 2021

First Rain

Raindrops . . .

Embryos of life flowing from the sky. . .

Implanting into Earth’s womb.

Earth is ecstatic today . . .

Twins bounce, triplets play, quadruplets march in 4/4 time

Faster and faster until we cannot count the meter. . .

Oh, Heaven and Earth unite today. . .

Marry and penetrate your seed deep inside Earth’s womb. She’s been waiting far too long. . .

Desperately yearning for your touch. . .

Please don’t stop, be relentless. . .

Rain on, rain on. . .

For days and nights, and weeks, for many, many moons. . .

Flow deep into the valleys.

And mount the highest peak.

Implant every crevice. . .

Moisture from above glistening over Earth’s brown skin.

Ahhhh the petrichor of rich wet Earth.

Rain. . .Oh rain. . .

Come again, come again, and again, and again, and again.

Genie Nakano, 1993

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He came in an autumn wind and stayed

This is my man

through crashes and bashes

drama and flight

it hasn’t always been a delight

but somehow, we make it

shake it and bake it

I have no books

no rules of the game

I’m a child from a broken home

I’m a dreamer

who watched the silver screens

no one told me

there’s more than the kiss

there’s doldrums and mold on the floor

sweep it up, keep it up

I promise it’s a deal

we’ve learned bliss is real

I don’t want to listen

to doctors’ advice

he’s only got a few more years

we live for the day

watch the sun taking glory

our little dog wag no tail

we hold hands in the dark

take walks in the park

listen to tales of beyond

I love this man

with little wings growing

a dragon who floats all around

Today is all I have

 that’s what he has to say

The world’s going to end anyway

the world’s going to end anyway

But I don’t agree

because you see

nothing ever stays the same

light into darkness and

form unto form

Once a macho man

now he understands

you do the dishes

I’ll make more wishes

it keeps going on this way

                                       Genie Nakano,

                                              September 16, 2021

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